Desiring Her All Along

"It was only on our first wedding anniversary that I realized the rubbers I bought before our wedding had long expired.No one would believe that my mafia husband, Andre Garcia, and I had never consummated our marriage. That night, I gathered my courage and bought a suggestive nightgown. After downing three glasses of whisky, I hugged Andre tightly and whispered in his ear, "Darling, let's do it today. I want you..."However, Andre shook my hand off indifferently as if he were handling a gun. "Danielle Lawson, do you have no shame? You've done such shameless things time and time again. If you're really that lonely, I'll order you some toys so you can play with them to your heart's content."My face turned deathly pale as I stood there, stunned. I could not understand why a wife begging for her husband's affection was considered 'shameless' behavior.I curled up on the couch, unable to help but ask on social media.Danielle: [My husband has no dysfunction. Why won't he touch me after marriage?]Someone replied: [Perhaps your husband has someone else.]Like a dagger, that comment pierced me awake.I suddenly realized—maybe the problem was not that I was unattractive but rather that he was never mine.The moment I deleted my account, I also made the decision to leave. Who could have imagined that Andre, who would usually not even glance at me, would frantically search for me after I disappeared?"Danielle, I can't get a hard-on after you left!""